Monday, March 13, 2006
ermm..veri sian..quite long neva update le..nothing much happened..14th march comin le..lol..this set me thinkin..for every year..i will have things on..and neva celerbate my bday..to me..after it is jus another day..with out anything special..used to it le..think this year will be the same ba..lol..
since goin to be my bday le..i shall talk about myself..
NOTE: I am not angry at this point of time..jus that i am thinking about stuffs..
Ermm..can say i am a guy with low confidence in myself ba..i trust others alot..but dun really trust ownself..i also dunno why..if something bad crop up..i will blame myself..
I am lazy..i like min input but max output..i like to laze/slack around..
I feel that i also selfish de lor..always oni think about myself..and not put others ahead of me..
sometimes i really wonder..where am i good at..i not really good in Bball..i not really good in games and all..i not really strong in my faith..i not really good with my words...i not really good in drills or NPCC hardskill..i not good in studies..soo wat am i good at..
when ppl make fun of me..can say i used to it..i dun like to be made fun of..who will like..plus i dun like useless comments..somethings it hurts..do u like being called Noob..or any innovative names to call..or say sarcastic stuff about u..worse will be slander behind your back..hypocrites..can dun act anot..
with this i can comfirm that the TONGUE indeed holds the power of life and death..words something really can kill..not physically..but emtionally..but y den ppl still like to say this kind of this..will it help ppl to improve..seriously..i dun think so..
In "I not stupid 2" movie..there was 1 pharse.."how long have u praise somebody..how long has somebody praised you.."..i feel that this is quite true..with frens that bring u down (with words) who need enemies??
I am troubled..but i dunno wat is troubling me..I wan to get stronger..and not drag other ppl..I wan to win..jus to say..i am not angry..jus writing wat comes to my mind..now is 5am 13th march..u can see how many hours left to my Bday ba..i go slp le...