Saturday, September 24, 2005
so sian
Today
I was studyin at kfc today..den met Siew wee n wei yip..wei yip was teachin siew wee math..poly math sux man..lol..while ada was teachin her fren..ya..din managed to learn math today..was creatin DB notes for myself..lol..can say that i was quite distracted lah..oni managed to know 1 chp..quite pathetic..had i deproved(opp of improve) le ma..ya..den was wif them..talkin..lol..really miss the time i had wif them..not like poly..
My Feeling
Today..now dunno y but..feelin quite down..m i finally feelin the stress of the exam approachin..i dun think so a..cannot be wat..i m 1 person that will be relazz de..ya..jus dunno y..feelin veri sian..all the negative thoughts..ya..*sign*..m i a loner..should i go bak to the life i once led..a life that nobody can understand..I found my Security , Significance and self-worth le..but how come i m still feelin empty inside??
Seriously..i m tempted to go back to being a loner..after observin wat others are doin to me..POLY LIFE SUX..but i know..given my nature..i will help whoever ask for help..when i see injustice..i will go forward..that is my nature..true..ppl may use me..yup..the feelin is so hard to handle..ARRRRR.. is money that imp to u..or u value results..DEN WAT IS FRIEND??..ARRRR..cannot stand it..why do ppl do that..are humans that useless..disappointment..betrayal..etc..wat is this..it is not i got high expectation..no..it is quite low..why..ya..maybe human r human..they bound to make error..den y CAN'T U CHANGE YOUR BLOODLY ATTIDUDE..is it must be that i change then u happy..ALWAYS MUST BE U WIN 1 rite ..is winnin so imp..?
I lost something le..ya..n i gain something back...dunno if i made a mistake..but den i trust my instinct..it is true that i sometime veri rash..but den..i alway analyse the thing first de lor..i not oni think bout logic..i olo think bout de other party..neva sparin a thought for myself de...y must it be you you you all the way..y cant u something spare a thought for the other party..ya..u say if u r in the wrong u will apologize de..NONSENSE..always is I rite de..neva i maybe wrong in the first place..so wat if u are rite..is your pride that imp..huh..funny ar..when u need something can like shovel n sniff to ask for the thing..when dun need..jus kick the person aside..so this is call friendship lah..
PS:This is not tragetin anyone..jus ventin my frustration..