Friday, September 02, 2005
i m not good...
By right I should be in lala land le…but I feel that I must blog bout what happened..I was at ada’s place there..I was not feelin well..So I kind of slp/rest..At that time was bout 10plus le..goin 11pm le..but I din wanna go..cos I dun feel well..oni when she is wif me..i feel much betta..in the end both of us slept..den overrun..we always overrun de..but something happen..n I m really veri angry at myself..ya..i felt that I m so worthless..so useless..ya..den I quickly get ada to go home..cos alrealy 12plus plus le..my last bus is alrealy gone..i sat there..thinking and prayin..till bout 12.50..den I left..a voice tell me to go to the bus stop..so I went and within seconds..a taxi arrived..ya..in the taxi..i msg ada..askin her if she got kana scolded anot..she say she was blasted by her mum..ya..it kind of make me..like I say..useless..worthless..i reply telling her wat I feel..ya..and her reply was so touchin..now I abit like goin to cry le..Den my mum jus counseling me..ya..dunno lah..so here I m..openly sayin..I will change for the better..to prevent her from being hurt by me…ya..now 3.20 plus plus le ba..but still dun feel like sleepin..ya..i found out that even if I got the best result..if ada is not happy..i will not be happy de..ya..TB I believe I got good grades for it..the interview went smooth..again..something happened..i say something wrong to lee min..
So my motto stand..all guys are bastard..n all girls are evil..
PS:Sorry..i would not share bout wat happened de..ya..