Sunday, July 17, 2005
Filled wif emotions~
Lol..i dunno how to say..really..yesh..i haven slp n in a few hrs time..i gotta go to church..to serve ministry..i know i should sleep..i need the rest..but suddenly something struck..u may not believe me..but really i lead a blessed life..I hed been able to pass my O levels..able to withstand something..able to rise up again when i faint in my CIBTC..Givin me a girlfriend that Loved me more than wat i can ever say..Now that i know him le..wat m i doin..i should do my part back for God..Instead of slackin around durin my atc camp..Instead of being afraid of persecution by other..instead of being afraid of failin n losin "face"..I shall grow up le..Really..i must grow up n be matured..As it was written in the bible..
(Matt7:7).."Ask and it will be given to you,Seek and you shall find,Knock and it will be opened to you."
Lookin back..i had ask god for things..n he had given it to me..showin me to glory of him..showin me his forgivness..as he forgives me times and times again..I will do things his way..wif him as my shepard..guidin me.."I m the head n not the tail..above and not below"..I prayed that i will not forsake god..as i know..God will neva forsake me..as he showed me that he was always be my side..comfortin me..strengthenin me..healin me..cleansin me..For he is the lord n creater..
~Ada~
When i read your blog..it sudddenly struck me..i know u love me..but i neva know how much..i neva know why u would chose me in the first place..olo why would i ask u the Question..when i myself did not perpare in the first place..
Now i know..U Loved me more than Words can discribe..even more than wat i m worth..I know Y u chose me..n vice versa..Because..U r my Angel..God had sent you to watch over me..to keep me accompany..N most imp..To love me..Ada..I love you..i do..Esp durin dis few..I will always love u in all ways i can do..*muck*..
PS:This blog a bit mushy n Chim..so sorrie for any misunderstandin..lol..